Bloody homeworks
The reason for the "bloody" expression is that I watched a Monty Python special this week (fabulous show). I have to watch again some of their movies, I think the holy grail is next on my list.
Anyway, I have been thinking about to avoid spending a lot of time in my homework this semester, and to concentrate in the research, to see if I can finish this bloody phd sometime. These last weeks I gave it a try. It doesn't feel too good, sadly. When I neglect to do some exercise because I don't want to think hard, I end up with the confirmation that I'm stupid. And although I really believe that I'm not intelligent, I don't want to see it written in paper with the form of a "B". But at the end, does it really worth to spend a lot of effort in the courses to pass with "A"?. Let's see if I can manage to pass a course with "B", let's see if that leaves more time for my research work, and let's see what I think about myself after that. An interesting experiment... But I'm afraid of the result.
Anyway, I have been thinking about to avoid spending a lot of time in my homework this semester, and to concentrate in the research, to see if I can finish this bloody phd sometime. These last weeks I gave it a try. It doesn't feel too good, sadly. When I neglect to do some exercise because I don't want to think hard, I end up with the confirmation that I'm stupid. And although I really believe that I'm not intelligent, I don't want to see it written in paper with the form of a "B". But at the end, does it really worth to spend a lot of effort in the courses to pass with "A"?. Let's see if I can manage to pass a course with "B", let's see if that leaves more time for my research work, and let's see what I think about myself after that. An interesting experiment... But I'm afraid of the result.